For once There was somewhat of an inbteresting day work today. Instead of speanding the whole day on the phone solving compliants of "utterly rude" (nicely siad) customers. I had a sales training. 

The training was eye opening. I realised there are tones of similarities between sales and pua or the  game, whatver you want to call it.

The power of transitioning, seeing the positivity and thus the opertunity in things, and most importantly what Ill call "offer anxiety".

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Yup, been a while since my last FR. Went out alone last night which for some reason are the nights when the most newest things happen. Either way it was somewhat of a different crowd than what I was used to. Usually Im at parties where alot of people know each other (college or student parties). This time it were more locals my age who arent in the university but do some other stuff.  

Heres what I noticed, it was fucking easy to open. Dont ask me why, i hadent shaved for days, i looke... Read More

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After a break of a few weeks, im back and ready to fucking go!  
Sorting out stuff wasent that hard when I just entered reality. Let me give a quick view of how my days used to be:
Wake up at 3-4 in the afternoon. Eat bread with peanut butter or bread alone (hardly ever did shopping). Head to work at 5ish, eat there and work till about 11 at night. It was at this piont where i would force my self and go out (not thinking about fun) and get to the next level of my game. Stay out till 3-... Read More

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Ill get to the piont. Im stopping with sarging, until somthing with me chnages.
Latly ive been trying to see everything in a positive light, despite sometimes having an empty feeling, Id always see the "bright" side.

Reality I think caught up with me. The last few months was supposed to be a new start for me. No family was around, no old friends. I basically dedicated this year to improove myself. 

Maybe its cause my mum is back visiting that I feel so shitty. She pionted out... Read More

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After sometime (a few weeks) of minimal sucess (a few makeouts and a case on oneitis) im back.

I realised my main problem was enetering a venue with too many expectations. I would enter thinking of openers, gambits, techniques...basically over analyzing, and therefore give (despite all) the impression that I need people approval.

Went ou last night realising what ive been doing wrong. I enetered with the goal (from the badboy lifestyle "make girls happy"). Thats all I had... Read More

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