After a break of a few weeks, im back and ready to fucking go!
Sorting out stuff wasent that hard when I just entered reality. Let me give a quick view of how my days used to be:
Wake up at 3-4 in the afternoon. Eat bread with peanut butter or bread alone (hardly ever did shopping). Head to work at 5ish, eat there and work till about 11 at night. It was at this piont where i would force my self and go out (not thinking about fun) and get to the next level of my game. Stay out till 3-5 ish, go home sleep.
It was easy to fix this up, realising, Thats not a healthy lifestyle socially, mentally, or physically. I got a new job which will be in the day (yup, callcenters operate in the day). Much bigger work place to meet people in a somewhat normal setting. Just getting that job puts so much in order, not only my daily routine but i got cash to do things i wanted but couldent do, like rock climbing, trike flying, and finally head to a bootcamp.
Im going to a day game bootcamp since im going to be awake in the day and out and about and i want my learning curve to grow freaking fast in gaming in the day. seen a friend do it, its alot more natural calm but theres more approach anxity. To this day ive never approached in the day (despite my new years resolution etc).
While i was on break i was working on innergame (my life turned pretty much unfucked pretty fast...which is great). SO i did work on game in someway. I started affirmations, with myself. I belive they do work, and if they dont and i believe they work they should work. Fear and other emotions are all in your head anyway, so you belive that affirmations can chnage that in that way, it should work. (Maybe thats how they are supposed to work).
Same goes for self hypnosis. I belive in hypnosis, but i also belive that hypnosis only works if you belive it works since its all about your mind anyway. (Cant explain properly, dont know why).
Anyways to the piont, i read "how to be an alpha make". Really great may i add, theres alot on beliving that you are an attractive alpha male (and ofcoarse how to show it if you dont have that feeling yet), theres even a self hypnosis text which you can record. Well i did, and for the next month im gona try and give myself 10 mins to go through it. If you want to try it download it
here: http://www.zshare.net/audio/56323808efc9fa2e/
(warning: Ive been told i have somewhat of strange/ineteresting accent, depends on how you look at it)
Its my vioce, i could send the text if you want to re-record it with your own vioce. WHo knows, what better more trusting way could there be to enter your sub and unconcious mind with your own vioce (i dont really know if it has a different effect btw).
I just did it with some insense on, Waiting for the insense stick to go off them im ready to go out agian!
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