split down the middle..
i been really struggling with my mind lately. i guessed my divorced hit me harder than i tough. is like i am becoming two different persons. one is like extremely nice and the other is completely cruel. it has begun to effect my game. i find my self sabotaging my progress with women. they tolerate me because abuse works! its very difficult for me to separate my feeling from picking up so i find myself making all the women i pick up develop strong feelings. needles to say i tend to mistake those feelings for what i use to have with my ex wife.. ( i would compare it with a drug dealer getting high on his own supply)
i don't get tire of saying how great this site is.. been able to post what is troubling and a fellow member give you his point of view.. i look forward to learning the pieces of the game i am missing and hopefully adding some pieces of my own.
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